Things are strange for me right now, in one way I am the happiest I have been for a long time, in another way I feel like I am drowning in unknown waters. I have days when I wake up and look at my world and feel like the luckiest person there could be, I feel safe in this private world I seem to have created. But then other days, like today I feel trapped, I feel that by sharing my privacy, my complete life I am nailing my feet to the floor.
I want to write more, but my words are just not coming right now. my feelings are confused and muddled and I am uncertain as to what I really am thinking.
Life’s strange, and to someone like me, this whole trying to live a ‘normal’ life is strange.
It probably violates the whole blog anonymously thing but I’ve always wanted to be able to talk one-on-one with you to really hear what’s going on in your life. So yeah, if you ever want someone to talk to…
You don’t have to share more than you want, you have no obligations. Remember that a post is not your entire world. Enjoy things, the words will come with time. If you share them or not doesn’t matter, as long as you have them to yourself.
ps: sent a thanks mail to ya, hope you got it. ypou spoil me with comments girl! : )
Sounds familiar.
I am glad that you are at least partially happy.
Stick with things, step by step, like learning to walk, at your pace and your time. We have to learn what the normals take for granted.